Zombie Days

Yesterday was a good day. I got a lot done in the house, nothing bad happened, it was good. Today I feel like a zombie. I can't think straight, I can't remember the things I'm supposed to do, simple tasks take a ton of thought and processing. I don't know why. I'm able to write, though the number of typos I have to correct is crazy, and writing is the only way I'm able to process anything today. I went on facebook this afternoon in one of those "what am I doing" moments, and found that my sister-in-law sent me a message about having babies. It was a satirical post someone else had made on facebook about the lessons you should learn and the steps you should take before becoming a parent. (I enjoyed the part that said to take a grown goat to the grocery store with you, likening it to a small, preschool aged child.) It was funny, and I'm sure she meant it only as a joke, but part of me was like "huh... thoughtless". If things worked out differently, I'd have a child right now. I then hit the 'home' link and was going to go back to work when I saw a new picture of one of my old roommates from college and her husband. I clicked on it and the caption said "Parents to be!" Ugh. I mean, great for them, but really? Some days it just comes back to me and bites me in the butt.

I guess I should go back to staring at the things I should be doing for work, but being unable to figure them out. *sigh* I'm a loser.